Someone

“Sometimes all I really want to do is sit beside you. I want to watch cheesy and crappy movies with you, and we will laugh at them together. I want to plan things with you, things we’ll never do, but for some reason just planing them with you is fine with me. I want to talk to you about everything and anything. I want to goof around with you and make jokes that aren’t funny but we’ll laugh nonetheless.”

I found this quote the other day while I was stumbling, and it had no name attributed to it*. Even though I didn't say this, I feel like I could have. It's so beautifully simple, and it sums up how I'm feeling right now. There's someone who just makes me feel stupidly happy whenever I think about them**. They shouldn't, as there's been no sign that they want to be any more than friends. I just can't help myself. Every time I get a message from this person, or talk to them, I get all smiley.

I have no idea what will happen in the future, or if anything will even happen. For all I know, we'll just be friends. Nothing more than friends who spend time together, and laugh a lot, and talk to each other through the years.

Or maybe we'll be friends now, and as we continue to grow up, we'll grow apart. We won't get rid of each others contact information, as we intend to call each other "some time soon," but we don't, and we grow old and losing contact with each other is one of our major regrets.

Or maybe we'll fall in love, get married, and grow old together, planning things that may or may not happen, and watching movies together, appreciating the good ones and mocking the bad ones. We'll laugh at things that aren't funny, but we're not laughing because we're amused. We're laughing because we're sharing that moment with each other. We're laughing because we're together, and there's nothing that can stop us.


* I didn't want to break the fluidity I was feeling up there, but if you know who said this quote, please let me know so I can credit them.

** Don't ask who I'm talking about, please. Chances are, if I wanted you to know, you'd know already.